I wish you cared. I wish I didn’t care. I wish it was easier. I wish things weren’t so confusing. I wish I liked myself. I wish I was not so insecure. I wish I could be the person who I am in my head. I wish my thoughts wouldn’t kill me. I wish reality was more like dreams. I wish you were really who I thought you were. I wish I wasn’t so different.
Well I changed for good
And I want you to know
That you’ll always get your way…” —Coldplay - Shiver
it would be way easier if i could just hate you. instead of hate you but want you at the same time.